MISS UGLY FUGLY

Very Very depressed.

I'm going to be fat because i am ugly. I will start eating 20 pancakes with hell lots of butter and extremely sweet honey. I will drink soda like water and i shall be fat and have triple chin. I shall have thunder thighs and a tummy that makes me look like i am 6months pregnant. OKAY, i am ugly and i am fat. Ugly people are sad people.. like me.

Reflection, after trip.

Dearest Readers,

              I'm back from Langkawi, i'm still very exhausted from my flight. Throughout the trip i have been plagued with persistent headache, i was fortunate to be able to survive on panadol. Going to Langkawi allowed me to see the actual fact of the never ending widening of gap between the rich and the poor. Beside a posh and expensive luxury resort is a house made of scrap and dried straw, with muddy flooring, extremely unhygienic condition. So this is globalisation huh? Some one would be driving a BMW along the streets with people living in houses without proper door or window. Although tourism has provided jobs for these people, nevertheless their wages are too low to improve their standard of living. Cheap labor are the main reason rich business man are investing in these places. It disturbs me greatly to see a beautiful bungalow on this side of the street and opposite is a family with a half run down house... the kitchen is so dark and dirty, how can they even survive eating food cooked there? All these that i have seen are not exaggeration, i have seen them right before my very eyes. Yes, the beaches are beautiful, the food are undeniably delicious, however it really irks me to see the condition a large group of majority of people living there. This is not the worst i know.

Nevertheless on the brighter side, i will upload the pictures soon. Some pictures are waiting for my sister to upload it from her iphone, and some from my camera. So be patient. This is going to be a busy week for me !

                                                                                With much love, Theodora Lorene To See Long.

Zip and tip alittle trick.

Why do i feel pain in moments of happiness ? Why do i have to fight so hard to get what i desire, and risking what little i have left? I disdain this unceasing and exhaustive fight for freedom.  

Early Morning relaxation Session At Laguna Country Club.

Thankyou Elyse for bringing me there, though you have been pestering me to go there with you since last year. It's a wonderful place, we'll go again soon!

Look that this place, isnt it neat, dont you think it's absolutely heavenly?

I could finally put my mind to rest at such a place of serenity.

After swimming a few laps and had bonding time at the secluded and bubbly Jacuzzi, we went for a steam bath! I am proud to annouce that i survived ! It got so steamy i couldn't even see Elyse, but i got alittle secret to how to survive inside. Remember to bring in a towel, everytime when you feel suffocated, cover your nose with the towel and breathe in, it's easier to breathe this way as the temperature of your towel is lower. Hope this helps to those who want to enjoy the benefits of steam bath, ( good complexion and slimming down ) but is unable to withstand the steamy environment.

Her mom drop us off at Tampines Mall, we went to Yamaha to get my sight reading book and Book's for Elyse student. Yes she's teaching piano, so i am, but i will only start teaching in January, also i will be doing come accompaniment jobs so i will earn more cash even when it is not holidays. This is good as it is related to what i am learning and doing , music. Cash will start flowing in sooon :)

Went to Eatzi at Eastpoint, another meal that contradict my diet plans.

We went shopping and bought a pair of earrings, FYI, i have not gotten my ears pierced, sucha loser. I'm doing it after my trip to Langkawi, so it will be in time for Prom. I'm afraid of the pain, i asked the lady

Me : " Is it painful ? "

Sales Lady : " Bearable. "

Me : (in my mind) What an answer, my bearable standard is until my last breathe. I am scared, i think i'm going to cry, and Siuli promise to come over to pass me some tissue paper, how very 'nice' of her ...

For Elyse and Amanda

I'm not sure if you experience this , but when you buy gifts for others but you want them badly for yourself. Uh huh, that feeling sucks. Haha.

Went over Cass's place for Movie Marathon and to visit her GREEN FOREST SNAKE. Tell you more bout him next time, Yes it's a HIM. I dont know how her dad check the snake's privates as if it has any,... haha

 Okay, that's all for now, i'll be away for 4 days to Langkawi and have loads of fun, soooo awaits my next post !! Oh and Yes, do not forget to miss me. Takecare till then!

Ciaos!

Let's get Arty Farty

Watching the rain splashing against my window glass, the melody of immortality ringing in my ears, warm tears streaming down my cheeks. Snuggling beneath my blanket on my couch, wishing for a cup of hot chocolate. But comfort from you is all i wanted.

JOY!  O'levels over, finally

Literature Gathering at Marina's Square Seoul Garden.

Thankyou Miss Sha. though i know your wedding is of so much burden financially to you, you're oh so kind to treat us. The meal was awesome, however it spoilt my diet plan... Shucks, my bimbolism is kicking in agian.

PICTURES WILL BE HUGEEEEE cause i copy them from Facebook. Xanga photo upload system's cuckkooo.

Have completely NO! idea why i was holding that fork as my prop.

I realised my expression is hard, HARD HARD, not good.

Amanda and thats Aisha all starts with AAAA for apple. ( i should go and teach at kindergarten)

jonathan.

LOOK AT THE FOOD SO GROSS, **points to SIULI. hehehe

Asked Cassy to come out to meet us but she's not feeling well, according to my you-should-not-bother-understanding assumption is that her new PET SNAKE stole her heart away.

So that's left with Siuli, Alyssa and pathetically ME. Had thrilling try on sessions at Club Marc, Zara, Topshop...etc

Bought a Club Marc jeans, there's a zip at the ankle area which makes it so hot. OMG i am madly in love with it, totally regret buying it NOT. hehehe. i love it i love it i love it, i can go on you know, i love it!!! YES!

The jeans is dangling on my forearms. Oh my lovely lovely jeans.

Siuli bought pants from Club Marc too , and its sizzling hot too. (ABOVE)

Aly love my pose, so do i !! hehehe. This is what self obssessed people do.

Doesnt the decoration looks more like MERRY JELLY FISH DAY ? instead of Merry Christmas Day.

I thought my 'boyfriend' was in the air so i kissed it.

Okay dokey, i'm done with this post, better be done here cause it 10.43pm and my sweetheart is falling asleep or is already asleep i shall go poke his dream bubble. CIAOS!

Grilled over oil (edited)

I'll show you, Mister coeur doux 

She felt her heart stirred. A tinge of excitement seemed to have taken small amount of control over her mood. What was it? Shit. She reprimanded herself; her mind was filled with him again. She hated herself for this. The hell she would be falling in love, she wouldn’t allow. No matter what. She breathes in deeply, trying to concentrate better and position herself to take full control. Love, she forced it out of her life and never wanted it anymore, she promised herself. . It was forbidden in her principles. No man will take control over her! None!

 Decided to take a break in the midst of this whirling hectic life. Went to Flea-tique with Heidi, Amanda & Cassy.

Oh goody, i bought some real awesome apparels, Navy military jacket, white classy lace dress, flora dress, flora ruffled tube and oversize Tee for only 32 bucks. Insanely good buys. Oh no, do i sound like some budget aunties now. Heee. I was literally drooling at the sight of the clothes, and the pool of 'salivia' was forming into a wider one at the sight of the prices!  Heidi & Amanda left Flea-tique with empty wallets. It was worth it though. Fleati-que had a afterparty with several hot DJs doing the spinning. However, we had to go as we're all shag and half dead, and the ideal for going to shisha at Haji slipped our minds.

Polaroid pictures. So sweet, we have to result to 'open numbers' to decide who gets the picture.

Okay, so here's the story. Fleatique give out free popcorns that were PINK in colour. Yes PINK,. Amanda was arguing the whole time that it isnt PINK when it's wholly right before her eyes that it is indeed PINK!!! End of story.

My infrequent indulgence on SODA. slow suicide.

There are still photos cassy forgot to send me, i'll put them up for the next post.

Anyway, a couple of weeks ago, Mister Coeur doux accompanied me for lunch at Coffeebean, i was busying eating and taking notes down for tokillamockingbird, my literature text. what a life!  Anyway speaking about my literature exam , i took a nap in my paper2, i mean who the hell takes nap during literature examination?!? i'm pretty doomed i know.

Caramel sucha treat for my sweet tooth.

Salmon, you know how you can serve it in so many ways.

Lookbook favourites.

I love that jacket she's wearing and her crimsome red lipstick make her so hot.

Also, anything that resemble bodice appeals to me exceedingly.

i'm done here, ciaos.